Bean

Bean

29 years old
November 03, 1987
Female
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Jackson, Ms
United States
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"The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth and the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they are often wounded and sometimes destroyed." -Hemingway

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  • cats pajamas
    by cats pajamas 1 year ago
    Hey Bean, just left you a reply. In case you miss it, looks like it ended up further down on your wall. Never quite sure where things are going to turn up on this site ;-)
  • dudeface
    by dudeface 1 year ago
    hi there...................I read your last update and agee with you said below and often feel this way.............peace and love
  • Bean
    by Bean 1 year ago
    I find it increasingly difficult to live in this world of false hope... Dreams, ambitions and freedoms squashed and ridiculed by those too prideful to give up the illusion of power over another living being's life. Lifetimes spent searching for truths that are supressed and never able to be found while letting life pass us by. Childlike fairy tales that only come in whispers of deception. Vast ammounts of love unwanted or just plain under appreciated. I do not belong here and this I have known my entire life without any explanaion of the origion of this feeling. Living everyday with the longing for the knowledge of what comes next... has to be better than this prison we unknowingly put ourselves in... a cage with golden bars. If I, tonight, slip into an eternal sleep, I would welcome it with an open mimd, open arms and an open heart. Those left behind that cherish me will long for some understanding... an understanding that my living soul was desperate to give. I put the blame only on such cherished innocence and ignorance striped from me too soon in this life. Recognize evil in all it's forms and never have the need to ask such a simple question as "is my tongue bleeding?" Time and love are precious so I beg of you do not waste them on things that drag hate into such a beautiful heart. Knowledge is good howver, it can also take everything from you.

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    Bean "The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth and the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they are often wounded and sometimes destroyed." -Hemingway
    11 months ago
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    cats pajamas
    cats pajamas commented on Bean's wall:
    Hey Bean, just left you a reply. In case you miss it, looks it turned up further down on your wall. Never quite sure where things are going to turn up on this site ;-)
    1 year ago
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    Bean Why can't we all just get along?
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    Bean has accepted cats pajamas's friend request.
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    dudeface
    dudeface commented on Bean's wall:
    hi there...................I read your last update and agee with you said below and often feel this way.............peace and love
    1 year ago
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    Bean I find it increasingly difficult to live in this world of false hope... Dreams, ambitions and freedoms squashed and ridiculed by those too prideful to give up the illusion of power over another living being's life. Lifetimes spent searching for truths that are supressed and never able to be found while letting life pass us by. Childlike fairy tales that only come in whispers of deception. Vast ammounts of love unwanted or just plain under appreciated. I do not belong here and this I have known my entire life without any explanaion of the origion of this feeling. Living everyday with the longing for the knowledge of what comes next... has to be better than this prison we unknowingly put ourselves in... a cage with golden bars. If I, tonight, slip into an eternal sleep, I would welcome it with an open mimd, open arms and an open heart. Those left behind that cherish me will long for some understanding... an understanding that my living soul was desperate to give. I put the blame only on such cherished innocence and ignorance striped from me too soon in this life. Recognize evil in all it's forms and never have the need to ask such a simple question as "is my tongue bleeding?" Time and love are precious so I beg of you do not waste them on things that drag hate into such a beautiful heart. Knowledge is good howver, it can also take everything from you.
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    • cats pajamas
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      cats pajamas Yep its a learning dimension for sure, LOL. Theres a frequency shift going on though and I'm sure all the EMF madness is designed to surpress it. Don't think its gonna work in the long run :-)))
      11 months ago
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      cats pajamas That was beautiful. Don't know about the not belonging here though, me thinks the leaders aren't quite natural to this place. Though I must say I don't feel so much like I was born, rather than dropped in here from some far away place...some place where things made alot more sense.
      1 year ago
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      Bean Thank you! I feel as if we are on the same earth however on a different plain that I did not agree to be a part of or moved to if that makes sense. Even more complex is the idea that CERN has altered our memories so we do not realize the move that has taken place. I have noticed and it has greatly upset me and this was something I wrote with all this in mind.
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    • cats pajamas
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      cats pajamas That's interesting Bean, I'm convinced "they" are keeping us stuck on a self destructive timeline. Sounds a bit out there but the more I remember my spirit world travels the more I'm sure that some of us came to this dimension to bring healing to the world but have been constantly held back. Not sure that the purpose of the all the collisions is to actually alter memories, rather than mess up the time/space frequencies so the information gets distorted. Well...maybe now I think about it...that's the same damn thing! LOL.
      1 year ago
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      Bean Haha! Yeah it is but yes I agree they are for sure messing with frequencies and our brains are scrambled or something due to just that! Interesting you remeber spirit travel. I had a friend believe earth was a training field of sorts for our souls and that how we lived our lives would determine how long we would have to remain on this planet. He was a very cool guy indeed and had some seriously out there theories about life! I am pretty much open to anything because no one really has the full truth.
      1 year ago
    • cats pajamas
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      cats pajamas Yep its a learning dimension for sure, LOL. Theres a frequency shift going on though and I'm sure all the EMF madness is designed to surpress it. Don't think its gonna work in the long run :-)))
      11 months ago
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    Bean commented on Bean's wall:
    I find it increasingly difficult to live in this world of false hope... Dreams, ambitions and freedoms squashed and ridiculed by those too prideful to give up the illusion of power over another living being's life. Lifetimes spent searching for ...
    1 year ago
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    Bean I really wish this site had more activity. I have reached out to several users and attempted to start discussions however, zero feedback. Really was hoping this would be a good alternative from other main stream social media sites to connect with like minded individuals as well as connecting with Freenman himsef. I do not get to leave my house very often and gets a bit lonely. Much love to whoever is out there reading.
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      dudeface ok well as an admin you should pm me about ia appropriate members.........and as for the chatting i am on here often. dont hesitate to use the chat to say hi. must run to my slave job now, hopr we can chat later.............peace and love
      1 year ago
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      dudeface good day bean................yes very quiet here. definately not a facebook type page. however there are lots of great sources of info/vids/fileshare to keep you busy and informed. as freeman states often this site is more about all of us..............not him. he frequents often but leaves most interaction to us. maybe try some direct contact with individuals here..............you may get better results. i have friends on here i chat with for several years now. hope this helps...............you are not alone. peace and love
      1 year ago
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      Bean I am very familiar with all the info presented here and through other truth seekers as well. Over a decade of digging into it all however, I long for somehting that will never be accomplished... an end to the madness. It weighs heavy on my heart and soul and has truly began to affect me in a way it never has. thank ou for your words.
      1 year ago
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      Bean Also, I have reached out to users with no response except one gentleman who lets just call him very innappropriate.. I do not have accounts with any other social media type sites for obvious reason and I guess just got my hopes up to high. As I said I am home bound most of the time and it just gets a bit lonely especially being wide awake to the world we live in and have no one to speak about it with.
      1 year ago
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      WalrusTheDolphin New to the site. Haven't really figured it out yet. Am hoping it's going to be an uplifting place
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    • dudeface
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      dudeface ok well as an admin you should pm me about ia appropriate members.........and as for the chatting i am on here often. dont hesitate to use the chat to say hi. must run to my slave job now, hopr we can chat later.............peace and love
      1 year ago
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    "Bean" commented on Bean's Blog "The family from Augsburg".
    Thank you! I have found a picture of who I believe is my great grandfather. I was told no one in my family was in the military during the war. This picture clearly tells me I am being lied to... Will keep digging and document my findings through ...
    1 year ago